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  • Felicia Jiamei Lau

    Hello! I'm Jiamei, or Felicia. I'm a full-time Preschool teacher, I enjoy dancing, singing, playing guitar and practicing calligraphy. A sucker for Taylor Swift, Disney and pink things. That kind of sums me up.


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The finale of Os was the MCQ paper. it wasn't really easy, nor hard. Just manageable. It was tricky though. Yeah, i didn't go and check my answer even though it was right in front of my eyes. :) i just didnt want to destroy my
mood! so, our official last day of school what did we do? camwhore. i mean, 2nd last time in school uniform. Not that I'll miss wearing it, but the photos are just for keeps! memories mah! :) after the MCQ paper went to nex for sogurt w vk and tasha. then went home to change and off to dhoby to meet dear :D walked around and had dinner before going back home again for a guitar practice session w jiayong and doro! I think i made doro join us.. hmm... I DONT KNOW :P so yeah, the time was quite fruitful! enjoyed myself and yup! after that session doro and jy went and have dinner w me jq and my parents. LOL. jess was saying it sounds like some meet-the-parents session~ like funny uh! HAHAH! that's all for monday!

today.. woke up early for job interview at Bodynits @ Tanah Merah.. i got through the interview but i rejected the job. cuz of the distance from home and the pay. ohwell, i gave it to Glenn though :) i hope he'll like it there. meanwhile, after the interview, i went to kallang to find mummy and to do my hair! highlighted them! :) pretty in brownish gold. then went to bugis and meet vk, vienna, tasha and denise! so long since the five of us went out together! :) kinda miss it! hehehe. we went City Plaza and i see many nice clothes... heeee. must 忍! until HK then i full blast my shopping! HAHA! after city plaza we were pretty much tired and so we went home :) i was dying.. i didnt eat proper meal the whole day.. and vk tell me to do a resume.. meh. so went nex w mummy and eat! yay! and came home pack bag for sentosa tmr! it's gonna be a blastttt!! :D yayyy!! so excited! :)

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Hold On Till The Night

I'm no Greyson Chance fan, but I do admit that he can really sing well. At least I think better than bieber when he first started out. Bieber literally sound like a girl, and Chance doesn't. Yeah, and I have no idea why I title this post 'Hold On Till The Night' probably cuz I just went and listen how the song sounded like.. hmmm.. and I guess it would fit what I'm gonna cuz I'm mainly gonna post about stuff I did the past few nights. (okay, sounds wrong)

Friday:
well, as part of the 7 days in-reach challenge, me jq rach and nicole cooked for the cellgroup! :D hahaha, it was a super fun exerience! I mean like.. the food ended up super yummy too! we cooked omelette, dumpling soup, spaghetti and mushroom soup! had quite a feast! and little accident in the middle of cooking the soup! :x we didn't watch the soup and it spilled.. wasted some time. but really fun!

and who knew the product would be so wonderful and yummy? :D

ahh, one of the memorable moment spent with N507 and N421 :D and fellowship time = crazy time. we totally like blasted Party Rock Anthem and we shuffled!! at least 5 of us went mad! well, obviously I'm also one of them! and i think Rickson video us down, hmm.. i wonder where did that video go to! LOL! and also, some of us went crazy and camwhored!

okay, this is retarded! but we had fun!! HAHAHA. anyway, that's about all for friday! super crazy and fun day I had with my friends!

Saturday:
I woke up remembering that it's saturday and panic for a few minutes wondering if there's dance ministry training.. thank God some people relied early, so i headed down to Scape! I miss going over there for dance! :D it's like a every saturday thing now! and i went there like some lost sheep.. LOL. everyone was practicing some choro and i'm like "oh, hi. what are you guys doing?" and totally noob. and i learnt that we are performing for CHRISTMAS! for childrens' church! (: yayyyy! and guess what? We're dancing Kpop! hahaha. maybe the older kids would understand, but not the younger ones! anyway, headed down to the JOL big day after the sharing session in dance minstry! we were given this cute smiley face mask which I love!

looks kind of funny, i know! but it's cute! HAHAH. then went for service and John Bevere came to preach. woah, he's good mans! really :O and the book 'Relentless' seems so nice! i feel like getting it and reading it! anyway, after that have fellowship at the usual place. and after eating I taught nicole and rachel the Can't Nobody dance! cool eh? and of course, our usual stuff, CAMWHORING. i can say this week is the week where jiayong camwhore with us the most! oh, i just remember, he owe us the 'Can I Have This Dance' performance! hmmm.. talking about that, he also taught me and vienna waltz, a little. it seems fun! hahaha :D just that im suppose to be the guy and vienna is suppose to be the girl and i'm shorter thn her .__. awkward. HAHA!





sure was fun! Hahahah! and i didn't know jiayong could do the split jump thing! omg, and i took a pic of him doing it, im amazed like WOAH. really mans! hidden talent. and while on the way back we met this small girl, she's like philipino or something.. she was playing with the bar and like jumping and clinging to it. (she's only 3 or 4) then there was once she jumped and slide down and she held her down there and then said "ouch. my puwet!" me and rachel laughed like for dunnoe how long! and apparently we both were the only ones that heard it. hahah! she's super funny. and when she alighted at paya lebar w her family she said "later come play with me okay!" and we just laugh cuz we're not alighting! hahah.

tomorrow's monday. science MCQ. the end of O level, the end of our secondary school education. ohgosh. im feeling old. honestly, i still don't miss going school. i only miss the teachers. the nice ones, that is. hahah :D i'm still biased. and Annabelle say that tomorrow we're gonna have Royce, from Mr Teo! like ZOMG! i didn't even remember that... that's sweet okay~ i honestly think 4B1 has the best teachers, FORM teachers :D really. esp Ms Pearl Lee and Rajah, forever treating us goodies like ice cream and all! heh heh! im biased again.

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I can't remember...

I can't remember what I did through sunday and monday. Really. I know that monday I had hard time waking up in the morning cause I've been sleeping late and waking up late cause I don't have morning paper. yeah. And i can remember i'm obsessed with the smell of the Os papers.. there's this smell. I cannot describe. My sister says it smells like flour .__. okay~ yeah, and today is Os chem! i went school earlier to study on my own, although i know the rest of them are like in 4B3's class but I didn't go there. I love the tables outside D&T room... hmm..

Chem paper was easy ^^ they gave away 11 marks just asking abt 3 factors affecting speed of reaction and just drawing and naming Alchol and Carboxylic Acid. :) happy abt that! i hope tmr's physics would be equally cool. Argh i got nothing to post about. here's a random favourite pic of mine. i took this pic!

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Here we go again!

So weekends were as usual :) But just a little last minute date w boyf! <3 for koi! and tasha asked me to deliver to her house and she pay me! Not worth it! so no deal! :P soo.. went Clementi. without my EZ-link, how smart of me. then had to call my sister meet me at Clementi to pass me the card -.- heh! lol. then we had koi and stuff and went to jurong point walk walk and made Tingyan's cake :) it looks pretty nice okay, although not the best cause i didnt draw on it like how i used to, but ohwell! it is made with LOVE! hahaha! yeap then i head off to church at jw!

yesterday i saw liyun like thrice. twice in clementi mall and once at church toilet... HMMM.. and we both like "wah, today keep on seeing you everywhere i go!" HAHAH! ^^ oh, and i met jess and jq and went and queue tgt. it has been quite some time since i last talk to jess. then jiayong, rachel and nicole came
and join us :) i dont know how we got a front row... but we just did ^^ LOL. magic happens! or maybe someone booked for us or something.. then yeap! had service then fellowship shared food with nicole, rachel and jq. pretty good! we share different kinda bread and popcorn! :D and then we had a little suprise for nicole.. me and zr was suppose to do our phy and chem challenge. but in the end didnt! :x yicks! hehehe.

and so we went back home.. or rather. go jurong point again and went back w doro's cg! i made new friends! okay, not exactly new. but they are on my facebook (idk how?) and i dont know them in life :/ yeah. Ryan and Jimmy are funny mansss!! HAHAH. we chatted with them otw back home :) had fun! heh! yeah, and that's about all.

Today is officially 15 days away from
freedom. The day i can dye my hair. or actually highlight! ^^ im excited. actually after this friday i'll alrd be party-ing!!! :) hahaha. i dont really care abt geog p2 alr :p hehehe! 只剩下多五天!! 一定可以做到的!! :)

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Maths Paper 2

Hmm.. okay. the paper 2 was easier. i feel lah, i dont know. vk says that it is harder. and i regret a lil cuz i missed out one part of a question out of carelessness. i didnt do the question. ): sad max! but overall the paper was okay, not too easy, not too hard.

and so after the paper i was happy, cuz finally no more maths in my life! HAHAH ^^ my joy! and also, after the paper went to nex to eat w vk while the cg was also there to eat and fellowship! LOL. me and vk had glacious and some jap udon! :) quite expensive! heh :/ we took a long time before coming into a decision of what to eat. next week i'll be celebrating alr! LOL! yay to me!! :)

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Maths Paper 1

Today took math paper 1. I was scared, but thank God for the prescence of the HS! :) Esp when Mr Lim pray for us.. MAN! it felt like confident boost! Hahaha, PTL! and the paper it wasn't hard. the thing that is hard is not their math, it is their english. I mean seriously, i think they used some chimglish to phrase the question! i was so scared i read wrongly can!! goshh! and also, thank God i got check my work! so many careless mistake sia! :O i also cannot believe it myself. but it's like PHEWWWW!! lol. and managed to do some questions that i skipped. okay, not some, ALL.

anyway, the 91.3FM having the voting system for Greyson Chance's school visit! can I vote for PL and go back to school when he comes? I don't mind doing it you know! i wanna watch and see if he really sings that well. i mean, he'a the opposite of bieber. He is young and has strong voice! like sound so much older! while bieber is simply.. the other way round! LOL.

and something is annoying me now... my sister. she is freaking speaking malay. i'm not being racist but, what's so good abt learning it? and my sister says it in the annoying way — talking to herself. gah. okay, i dont know. i rather learn some other language like french or something. eh wait, I'm not even keen to learn new languages. ohwell. and also, she's good at one thing. somehow making me keep/off stuff. not that i don't know her trick, i just decide to let it go? and get pissed for a while and it'll be fine.

i don't know. i just suppose there's gonna be give and take? since she always help me to cook egg for dinner. :x yeah. guess so..

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English Os.

Okay, so I didn't blog yesterday about the Os English and how it went. So, me and vk reached school pretty early to find out they were having some Inter-Class competition and some other Dining Etiquette course and they have to eat nicely. Lol. we laugh at them sia! :D this feels good! Anyway, then had the exams. Went pretty smoothly. At least Ms Ong prayed for us, I felt better ^^ TYJ! Paper 1 was composition and situational. I remember telling vk before the exam "HECK CARE! just go into the exam hall and pray hard that it is formal letter!" and it REALLY came out formal letter! :D i suppose that is good? Hahaha! that's for situational. Compo i wrote the one-word essay.. FREEDOM.

I had some time thinking what name to use. So i used Tasha and Sean. since we were talking about them before the exam. Hahaha :P Anyway, it went smoothly and all. Then had short break before Paper 2, compre. not exactly v hard.. it was OKAY. So.. yup. that's pretty much how it went. I went home and lost the mood the study :x Hahaha. oops!

Today. Vk came my house and study. we talk abt prom and all too. Okay, i mean, girls are born to talk. heh! yah. and during the evening we use comp and all until vk forgot she have tuition!! OOPS MAX!! hahaha. we camwhore using lappy while skyping tasha! heh! and also, i skype with ecclesia for a while after that :/ had some problems so it was only for like 5 mins plus ): i shld do it soon again! anyway! camwhore pics!

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Chance

Well, i went and study with zhanrong. And he told me his school's one-word essay for prelims, 'Chance' and i wrote it. As an exercise.. well. this isn't my first draft, but here it goes:

"Chance"

In life, we are often given chances to do things, to try out new things or simply given a second chance in a mistake that we have made. For me, I have been giving chances to many people in my life. I am slow to be angry because I always believed that people do not make mistakes on purpose and they should be given a second chance. Probably this is also why I'm always known as 'the nice one' among my friends because I'm always forgiving and kind to those around me. However, one incident changed my entire concept of second chances. That incident made me learn that in life, chances are only given to certain group of people, and not all.

I have always believed that we should forgive people regardless the number of times the person makes a mistake. This is because I believe that it is from mistakes that we learn lessons. However, the society that we live in now might not have the same perspective as I do. I have a best friend, her name is Mandy. She is not the as beautiful or as good looking as the rest of my friends but we became best friends because we were the two new students in the school when we were Secodary Three. She is a very outgoing and friendly girl to me, but for some reason, many people dislike her. Being her best friend, I always thought that I know everything about her. Her everyday life and all her feelings, but I guess I was too naive then. There was a particular day in Secondary Four that Mandy was absent from school and I guessed that she was just feeling unwell or something, but after assembly, our form teacher called me out and told me that Mandy was not in school because she was caught red-handed for stealing a wallet from a shop. I was so shocked that my jaw dropped. I could not believe that she had the guts to do this, she seem like an angel to me. Despite of all this, the kind soul inside of me has already forgiven her for her mistake. I believed that she would change if she was given a second chance.

I felt upset that the shop owner did not want to let her off and called the police. She was to be sent to the girls' home for a good six month. During the six months, I made time to visit her about once every month, she looked pale and weak everytime I visit her. When she was finally released, the first thing she did was to come and look for me. As it was a school day, she had to wait outside the school gate for my lessons to end. We spend the whole afternoon catching up and chatted like before. She told me that she wanted to look for a job and earn money to study in a private school. She wanted to start her life anew. I knew my second chance for her was not wasted. From the next day on, I spend almost every afternoon looking for jobs that have a reasonable pay together with her. However, it was hard as she have a criminal record.

Right then, I realise that she do not have many choice. Not a lot of companies are willing to take the risk and hire an ex-convict. I thought to myself 'What happen to second chances? Are not those people normal humans too?' I mean, they are not even given a chance to prove that they want to turn into a new leaf. I think chances regardless their history and background.

Chances are given for people to grow, to show who they really can be, to learn, to let people do things to their fullest potential. People might sometimes make mistakes due to a blind-eye but that mistake should not determine their future. Especially for ex-convicts, I think they should be given a second chance. As for Mandy, I asked my mother to allow Mandy to work in her shop and earn some
money for education. Mandy is now persuing a degree in Business Management and this would not be possible without a second chance.

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O level science practical

Well, the practical.. went out PRETTY smooth. Sort of? It started out quite horrible, because the first thing that happen to be even before I start the experiment is to be cutted by the damn test tube. Yes, the lab gave me a broken test tube. The top of the test tube was broken, and I touched it, so it cut me ): I bleed.. Not a lot, thank God for that.

I also thought that the Physics paper was the Chem paper because of the word 'Exothermic' in it! I was suprised. I think i'm not the only one that is so shocked. Physics also have Moles and all.. So almost the whole paper was Chem -.- super dots. After the exam just went back to class and talk and rot and everything. Nothing much. Sleeeepy much...

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Just a small gift!

Today stayed at home and studied :) nothing really much. then the rain just made everything gloomy and sleepy. and obviously me, being the pig, got drowsy. but just pull through and yeah.. not bad. not the most productive day but still, quite okay :)

then also just now went down to meet jiayong and doro! they are so sweet! gave me notes and chicken essence for Os! and tell me jiayou! 说一声加油人人都需要! yes :) i definitely feel so blessed and loved! especially doro's note <3 it's really sweet of them to do it! awwww! me and zr so touched by them! ^^ HAHAHA!

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2 more days to O level.

I don't know if I'm suppose to be panicking or what. I really don't. But I know that I got to study as much as I can, to the best of my ability. I want to work hard and get into my ECE. On Thursday would be the Science Practical, not exactly scared. But it is something that can definitely pull up my grades for science. So, pray hard bah :) I shall make tomorrow (the last day) fruitful and productive. I will do the 2 hour block and half an hour break thing. Hopefully it will work.

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