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A friend.
Sometimes the people who make you feel helpless are... your friends. He's the kind of friend that I'm not close to. Someone that I always want to know more about but I can't. Someone that I want to help badly, but I don't know how. I wish he would view me.. or us.. differently. I understand people have their own difficulties, but I wish to help. He the one person that annoys the hell out of me almost every other week, but I still forgive him anyway. I don't want to avoid him, or actually be angry at him. But sometimes I can't help it. If only he could understand how some people feel about him. And I'm not sure if he does. I really wish I could understand what made him like that, and also his point of view. I'm pretty sure they make sense, but I just want to hear it from him. Otherwise, I just think he is just some stubborn person that does not care about others and does not make effort in things. I know, and I know that there is another person inside of him, I've seen it before. A person that actually plays and go crazy and wild. Sadly, nobody else except for that 2 person can make him feel this way. It's just sad that nothing else can make him reveal that side of him. I feel troubled whenever I see him. Sigh. |