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I think.. i won't get used to you not being around. i'll miss you. I will miss having that one person that I can always hug and someone that I can text all the time. I don't like the feeling of being alone, but I have to get used to it. I wish you won't be gone forever, I don't want to know the fact that someone that care for me is gone. I think I will feel more lost. I don't know. It's hard to find people of the same frequency as me now. So tough. I NEED people to talk to me, and that one person that I can always stick so and talk to. I don't want to be alone, and honestly the last thing I want to do is to keep quiet. Especially when everyone around me is talking. I don't need a group of people, i just need that one person in class or something that I can always talk to and not feel like i am interrupting or going into their personal space. I don't know, I want that friend. But everything is so tough now. I want you to be there, for me. I think it's impossible now. I think I'm just acting like a small kid, always want people to protect me. I wish I could stand up for myself also, but I need support. I'm feeling this kind of loneliness that I have never felt before, not even when other stuff happen. This time it's the deepest of the deep. |