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I don't know how am I feeling as I type this post. But all I know is that I'm feeling way better than I did yesterday. Mixed feelings right now. History just repeated itself and I'm reminded of so many horrible things that happened in the past, the scars are still there. This is what happens when you open yourself to someone, you let them scar you for the better or the worse. I've done my part of hurting people. I've had enough of myself. Nothing sucks more than being angry and disappointed in yourself you know. The fact that you can forgive other people but not yourself. I hate that I let people down, I feel bad about it. I don't know how am I going to try to forgive myself. |