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  • Felicia Jiamei Lau

    Hello! I'm Jiamei, or Felicia. I'm a full-time Preschool teacher, I enjoy dancing, singing, playing guitar and practicing calligraphy. A sucker for Taylor Swift, Disney and pink things. That kind of sums me up.


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Weird things..

Today I had a nap.. and in that nap I had a weird dream.

It wasn't very complete, but I guess it was some after-effect of watching Taken on channel 5 yesterday! :x So it went something like that.. I was suppose to be at church service, or some kind of religious conference. It was weird because it wasn't located at any place that I can recognize. So.. doesn't matter. I was kind of sitting outside of the main conference hall before the whole thing start. (I don't know for what) then this person appeared and tried to get close to me. I don't know why, but I remember myself saying something along the line of "I am a child of God, I will not commit adultery". But that person didn't seem to care and continued to try to touch me. (It was a dream, so I can't exactly 'feel' it., thankfully.) Right then the message that PK preached on Saturday about us being able to use the name of God flashed through my head, and once again I didn't know why I didn't say anything at all. Then this person brought me into some toilet and then started hugging me :/ Then it all just suddenly ended when I just walked out of the toilet. He didn't came after me or anything. Strangely, by the time I got out the whole conference ended.

The worst of all, that person in the whole paragraph above was someone I know. I get this kind of 'nightmare' sometimes. (It wasn't exactly nightmare because I dreamt of it in my nap time!) At least it wasn't as scary as Sun's dream that she shared during leader's meeting and service. I don't know what is suppose to mean, I hope it doesn't mean anything.



The funny thing is that my dreams are never complete, it is like maybe I am at this place, I just take a 180 degree turn and I am at another place already. It is that weird. Sometimes in my dream I try to run but I CANNOT run, it is like there's this force that make me run so slowly and it is like matrix although I am fully aware of how slow I am going. And sometimes I can fly, in my dream. (YES I DREAM THAT I CAN FLY!) My dreams always takes me to places I never imagined I'd go, sometimes I will dream that I am in another country. Or I have this angmo boyfriend kinda thing! But the most shocking ones are the people you KNOW that do the weirdest thing to you. I dream about this person that I am pretty close to being my boyfriend, 3 TIMES (or more, i can't remember)! But in reality, I am never gonna be his girlfriend! :P sorry, guy! Of course this kind of dream happen once or twice to most of the people that I actually dream about. Like that paragraph above, my dreams don't exactly have a start or end. Nobody knows where their dreams start, but we usually know when it ends - When we wake up! This is why I usually don't have a lot of stories to talk about, regarding my dream. And the con about dreaming of these lovey dovey stories that will never exsist.. the moment you meet the person in real life. Then you start to imagine EVERYTHING. and then telling yourself  "it is impossible!" HAHA!

Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Til you put me down
Oh I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
-Taylor Swift, I Knew You Were Trouble